it seems as if my heart beats without purpose

think to myself how have i become so worthless

all this pain just to gain nothing an remain the same is it really worth this

and why when something is good are ya'll supporters

but you'll be the first fucker to desert or record us

just for ur own pleasure how can i measure

the complex level of my desire times my aspiration i treasure this

my willingness to succeed over the demons as i clench my fist

my rage is uncontrollable comparable to something written in parable

im mythic, mystic all around uncanny

you can put anyone you want in front but they can never hand me

or why would they want to just to try and sort through

the craters i disclose and the info i hold from you

every breath i take is just anothe mistake

something that is unbearable to make and just wishing they'd take

the only thing i have which is my bitch of a life

cuz i lost the girl i love never find another wife

or someone even close to her cuz she tries to comprehend

make amends with my past and even though i fuck we're still friends

now thats a beautiful soul something everyone should try to have

but its something you must work for not something you can grab

or make up or just try real hard to achieve

u must love someone bleed for wat you want and you gotta believe

in this life that you live cuz i've given up on mine and if you can get this state of mind

then im sure you will find wat you seek in ur thoughts

and wat you think of at nite but it cant be brought

cuz its something only the purest have and wat we sinners want

niice, really... very nice =]

thanks! =)