another poem....=]

princessofhiphop · #1 06-25-2007, 10:44 PM

NEVER FELT.....

"Am I worth It?" were the exact words that ran thru my head when i wuld look into your brown eyes. nothing i ever did seemed to please you and all i did was give you my heart. my mind would wonder if i was the "one" or if u were even for me. day by day i'd look in the mirror and see nothing.....i didn't see the pretty in my face or the color in my skin. you took all my stability and made it seem like i could do nothing right. all i wanted was for you to see me as good enough.

I look at her with tears in my eyes becuz i see "you" why did you hurt what was rightfully your's? I gave you my strength and swallowed my pride for you.
I wanted our love to go on and on but as the munths and the weeks came you hurt me. i cried everynight. you had me high i was addicted to you like a drug of sumsort. you'd yell in my face but then take the pain away. i would pack my bags and you'd take a hold on my heart so i eneded up back in the burning corner with our relationship.you wuld pick me up and break me down to my knees.

I had high hopes and dreams and you took it ALL from me. i handed you the key to my heart even tho constantly you'd tear it apart. always gave everything i had to you and all i did was love you. i wasted my time but why was it so hard to open up my eyes? my head wuld hang low becuz of you my eyes turned gray from the hurt. everything you ever said was burned deep into my mind. i kissed your lips to give me comfort but yet again you still found a way to make me feel like i was nothing in your life.

YOU WEREN'T EVEN THERE WHEN i FOUND OUT ABOUT "HER"!! the reaction on your face still reminds me of the day i left you....3 months were the words that left the doctors mouth and all i could do was cry. the last thing i needed was to have you inside of me still. so many thoughts ran thru my mind shuld i let her go? shuld i have her and give her nothing? all i ever even had was love. i came up from nothing and yet you still gave me nothing. what the hell have you done? was i even worth anything? you crushed my soul and now im afraid i mite go back.

MY QUESTiON! is why do u want so badly to break me?? i took that pain and gave it all back.my feelings for you are still there but i have finally took back my life. but why od i still hurt? when u call i dont answer. when she crys i only see you. she has your eyes your lips and your smile.when i hold her hand to let her know it will be okay i feel you. i want her too know that i am always here so why is it so hard to let u cum back?
she needs you in her life....but I will make sure all the pain you've ever caused for her and me, will never be felt.....again =[

i HOPE YOU GUYS LiKED THiS iT WAS FRUM THE HEART.....