| poem.... LOVE AND i R BREAKiNG UP TONiTE I fall to the ground sobbing hurting from the pain that "u" caused over and over again and again you have proved that you are my enemy. you have caused too much pain repeatdly i searched my heart over and over and found nothing but stress,drama, and heartache. I once remember you turned my never into maybe one time....sometimes i wish we could be happy without love...but i have yet again took control of being happy and not satsified with the reality of not living without it.
This blade on my arm my fingertips shakieng maybe if i cut you out of me i know myself and I wuld change my mind and soon return back to love again.
these tears so salty and it burnes, it burnes the brim of my eyelids i can no longer shut them.
I can still see my body laying on the ground scared to leave scared to look you in the eye i know its stupid but im scared of the lies i might soon find. im digging deep and deeper each time i give and you take what do i recieve? suicidal thoughts linking my mind you are my air my world i want to end this for good is death the answer?
TONiGHT! i will teach myself to let you go i will plan on breaking you like you broke me.love will go its way and i will go mine. I am going to learn to live without "u" no more slaps in the face no more broken backs no more bruises on my heart i am done with it. Why do u constantly confuse me?why do u hurt?but will you leave your trail behind? becuz tonight, love and i are breaking up tonight...but i will soon further down the path change my mind and want to fall one more time and love.....again
__________________ Yew are my world my gift from above I promise to give you my world my life every breath I take I am willing to give you my all your my baby and ur my everything...... |