| ANOTHA POEM BY PRiNCEZZ =]
ALONE......
---this poem is actually about my daughter and my ex =[ i went thru alot and i actually wrote this the day after i came home frum the hospital and i figured i'd post it tell me if you likey =]
I'm sitting here yet again thinking of your prescious face wanting to loose the sight of it in my mind. questions cloud my head as to why with tears on my pillow as i cry. its too impossibel to hide this pain that i feel i want so badly to pretend that this shit aint real.
One more chance i can still hear your tone saying in my ear. I promise i culd still see you pleading on your knees! i miss you so bad but its ashame cuz i cant breathe without you....i know it was all my fault i culd still see where evrything went wrong but still i had to do wat was right for me!
OUR DAYS!!! were clouded over with screams i didn't want this to go on any longer i wanted a better life for "her" then what you had planned out for the both of us! i shuld have made u stay cuz of the good times we shared but your hands were not doing any good. i took the bruises i carried the bull shyt and took all the drama every night a new bitch wuld call ya phone i wuld cry and hide it all these sad songs is makeing me miss you even more.
I remember when you'd throw things at me and yell but all the questions i had faded to the back of my mind you had to go you had to leave. it wasn't the same anymore you used to say "i love you" even when i least expected it from your mouth. you'd hug me and smuther me in warm kisses now my head is so full of what if I did this or or wat If we both did that. but i guess god had somethin' else planned.
Whatever happend to the good times the times when we planned on forever? now it feels like we searched thru a NEVER! my heart is so full of lies and impossible tearless cries....why did u do this to me? sometimes i wonder how the hell you stole my heart it felt like i was in rehab juss tryin to get over u.
Now what will "she" have? shes my world my gift my everything maybe she took the love that we had and turned it into sumthing else!! i still say i love you becuz that is actually true im still wondering if i shuld let you go! i'd give ANYTHING just to hear your tone....but when i look in the mirror it all makes sense....i AM STiLL ALONE!!...=[
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Yew are my world my gift from above I promise to give you my world my life every breath I take I am willing to give you my all your my baby and ur my everything...... | 
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