| Ermm doesnt have a title... To All;
Everyone who i gave a piece of my heart to, which they shattered..i Hope you're happy...
These shoulders cannot hold the world anymore,
Pain; Stronger than me.
Don't wanna give in, yet i've given in already,
So Fast.
I fall so fast..Catch me..Please?
The end; It's near, i can feel it,
My breath shortening by the minute,
My lungs tightening, My heart pounding faster,
Suffocating; The pain is suffocating me,
But do YOU even care?
Do YOU give a fuck about how I feel?
To you, who once doubted me..To you who once abused me..To you who raised their hand at me..To all of you..As i walk pass, pieces of my heart fall and are stepped on, i sweep them up with my hands, but i cant find all the pieces, is it YOU who has it?
Give it Back!!
I don't wanna suffer anymore...
No more suffering.
Love; a 4 letter LIE;
yet it means a hell of a lot to me..
yet YOU said it, and ME stupid enough to believe you, felt and thought it was real..
You broke my heart, for the last time..
Cuz i've had enough.. ENOUGH! JUST STOP! Don't take me back to the past when i wanna discover the future..
You've scarred me;
Internally like no one else haas,
You have the fucking guts to talk to me once more..
you had the audacity to hurt me again..
When me? i was most happy..
Thank you; Thank you, because of you...
i realised that love? love does exist, but the 'Love' you showed me? that isnt called love at all..
Love is waking up in the morning and thinking about that person, its going to sleep and thinking about that person, its listening to a random song and remembering that person, its doing EVERYTHING to keep that person HAPPY..
Its..
Its loveing someone and actually knowing it IS love and not a stupid, foolish, immature, idiotic and fucking indignant crush!
Love?
Love doesnt always have to be in a relationship..
yet with you, there is no love, neither in relationships or friendships..
You, You hurt me, deeply like no one else, yet slowly, im healing that scar.
Slowly the image of you will errode away into a sea of frustration and disgust.
Waiting for you is a lifetime of guilt, for all the things you've done to me..
and you know what?
it's not just you..
Its for EVERYONE who in one way or another hurt me..
Hope one day you'll realise i was right, and you're gonna feel how i once felt, you're gonna cry how i once cried..and internally? You're gonna die, how i once died...
__________________ ..♥..ii Love You..♥.. ^D.A.B && Krystal^ ♥______♥ |